I don't know why, but some of the women that I see in the community just rub me the wrong way. I have no reason to not like them or to want to avoid talking to them, but there's just something that doesn't seem right, something that doesn't seem as real or genuine as I need people to be. I'm not saying that I need them to be truthful, that I need them to be completely open and honest with me-- this isn't the right type of business for those kinds of expectations after all, but there's an underlying arrogance to their words, I suppose.

Something there below the surface of what they say that almost screams 'I'm better than you. I'm more famous than you, so you should treat me a certain way.' Everyone who is in this community is famous. We're all celebrities in our own right and I don't understand why some people try to demand respect from us. While we can respect you as an artist, respecting you as a person is something that needs to be earned and I don't care how famous you are, it doesn't mean a thing to me if I find you overbearing and arrogant.

That being said, most of the women in the community-- most of the people in the community in fact, seem like lovely people. Wonderful people even. They're funny, interesting and caring. I love meeting the people here and talking to them about various things. It's interesting. It's real. It doesn't have to be honest, as long as it's real.

I can't stand people who seem so one-sided and flat-- fake.

I just--
Can't
Stand it.