Yuugure ni ukabatteru

sagashiteiru @ 2008-05-12T04:07:00

2008-05-12T08:12:04Z

母の日おめでおうママ～！！

UBER--ish??

2008-04-11T12:07:30Z

I don't know why, but some of the women that I see in the community just rub me the wrong way. I have no reason to not like them or to want to avoid talking to them, but there's just something that doesn't seem right, something that doesn't seem as real or genuine as I need people to be. I'm not saying that I need them to be truthful, that I need them to be completely open and honest with me-- this isn't the right type of business for those kinds of expectations after all, but there's an underlying arrogance to their words, I suppose.

Something there below the surface of what they say that almost screams 'I'm better than you. I'm more famous than you, so you should treat me a certain way.' Everyone who is in this community is famous. We're all celebrities in our own right and I don't understand why some people try to demand respect from us. While we can respect you as an artist, respecting you as a person is something that needs to be earned and I don't care how famous you are, it doesn't mean a thing to me if I find you overbearing and arrogant.

That being said, most of the women in the community-- most of the people in the community in fact, seem like lovely people. Wonderful people even. They're funny, interesting and caring. I love meeting the people here and talking to them about various things. It's interesting. It's real. It doesn't have to be honest, as long as it's real.

I can't stand people who seem so one-sided and flat-- fake.

I just--
Can't
Stand it.

潔白 (Purity)

2008-03-14T12:27:40Z

(OOC; All translations for this post are in italics)

今日の朝、窓の外の世界影がも形もなかった。本当にびっくりした！
This morning, the world outside my window disappeared without a trace. I was really surprised!

十分ぐらい世界の色を探してたけど色が見つけない。白い覆面が天下ったで僕は覆面を離せない。
For about ten minutes I searched for the colours of the world but I couldn't find any colour. A white veil had descended from heaven and I could not lift it.

きれいだった。本当にきれいだった。僕の息吹は盗んだ、一人でその覆面を見てた。
It was beautiful. It really was beautiful. My breath was stolen away, alone I looked at this veil.

時間が消えた。
人間が消えた。
世界が消えた。

Time disappeared.
Humans disappeared.
The world disappeared.

僕が消えた。
I disappeared.

けど…今、全部が見つける。ちょっと哀しいな気持ちだ。
But... Now, everything has been found. It's a bit of a sad feeling.